Future

Lately I've been concerned about future life partner.. Not because I want to get married as soon as possible, haha, it's just I think don't find him yet. The right one~ Every girl wants to marry a right guy, because for me marriage ain't momentary but goes forever so it's hard to find someone who will cry and laugh with, someone to leans and rely on. I don't have such a high standard for 'him' but I want someone who loves me and has a willing to make me happy because I will do the same.

Do you ever dream about your future life partner, either it's your husband or spouse.. anything~ haha (yeah because I don't care about straight, bi, gay, lesbian.. it's human rights anyway.. but I choose to have a marriage life ^^) do you? ever? me? I just think about it a while ago.. what it might be like.. I mean, my marriage someday :))

I dreamt..

I marry, someone who wants to cook
in the middle of the night
when I'm feeling hungry.

Someone who sleep like a dead person
but still willing to wake up
without any complains

Someone who carried me like a bride-style
to the bathrooms, place me on the top of the sink,
put a toothpaste in the toothbrush, and says,
"aaaaa open your mouth baby!^^"

Someone who would rub my back with his palm
when I had a nightmare

Someone who always give me diabetes everyday
because of his romantic and sweet things. And those are
happened because he wants it, because he loves me, because
he willing to do that and not
because I brought it up.

Isn't that beautiful and nice in every way? :') haha just think about it makes me happy :) a lot happier than I thought :)

Now, where are you?
I will give you lots of love and promise to love you until the day I die.
if you got to be alive for 100 days, I want to live 99 days..
Because it means, I don't have to spend a day without YOU <3 <3